FRIENDS OR FOE

I have broken up with my boyfriend (Yudi). It happened from a week ago...

I know it will be hard for me and for him, but I think it's our best way...

Okay, he actually doesn't agree fully. But, he couldn't show the reason and his effort to vindicate this love relationship...

I think he doesn't have consistency. Why?

This week, he pushed me to remove his facebook account. How could I? I think it's not fair for us. We live together almost three years. I don't desire... How about if we become friend???

Pushing me to remove facebook account, it is mean that he wants me out of his life.. I think it shows that he agrees for breaking up. Although he said he don't want break up. But, his attitude is not same with his want...

And last night, he chated me to talk about this break up. But, he just make us in fighting... He always thought negative on me....

He said I never understand him.. But, he also never understand me... Our decisions always contrast...

What should I do????

Is it better for me to be his friends or his foe...????

I just want he also has a better life also... I can't give synergi for him to do better...

Internship's end: sad or happy????

I'm sorry to myself and all...

I couldn't write in my blog for a month.. I was busy with my internship program.. Actually, i was not too busy with the task or something, but i was busy for sleep. Yeah... Working in an office make us tired (for your informations)....

If you are not ready to do this internship, I think you can not learn anything. And you will grumble everytime... Hohoho.

Too many tasks and too many type of people and too many instructions and too many people's want... (and...and...)

But, i think internship program is a good point... It make us know how way we work based on our capability...

I'm be grateful because I got a nice place for my internship... All my friends in office are kind person.. I'm sad because i can't work together. But, i will never forget all time in this corporate...

So,I'm sad because I just had a little time to do this internship... But, i still have so many program from my faculty that must I join..

Hope me and all my friends successfull for this internship and all test that must we do...