Hai (Long time no post)

Hohoho... It's a week that I didn't write a post...

I'm sorry... It's not designed. Hoho.

The tragedy last week:

Friday: I went to campus... Met my best friend Adu (after she went to ShaoXing) and entry for my course... And arranged to KopiTiam (Mr.Bondan's cafe)with Adu, Dee, Putri, and Coey in that evening... Took my sister and had a lunch in chicken noodle at Pabelan... But when I wanted to KopiTiam, my sister must be bed rest at hospitl. So, I canceled my schedule to accompany him.

Saturday-Monday: I just stayed at hospital and home until my sister cured... Huhm... I love my family, so I did that, spent my time for my sister. I canceled my meeting with Yudi. I were sorry for that. Even we have any problem to solve but I can not leave my family.

Oh yeah, my sister left from hospital at Sunday's afternoon. And I refreshed my mind by attending Bengawan's event (Bengawan is blogger community). We met Mrs.Sita (from Hivos-I don't know how to spell). We hope they can donate on Bengawan's programs.

Tuesday-Wednesday: I attended a Enterprenuership Training with Mr. Budhi Hendarto. It was amazing. I hope I can do business for Indonesia's future. Mr. Budhi is a great motivator. I hope also 2 years later, we can go to abroad together... Hoho. Thanks to Bimo (my college's friends) for recommending me to attend this Djarum Beswan's event (Djarum Beswan is a scholarship program from Indonesian's cigarret company).

Thursday: I spent time with my best friends, Adu and Ayus. Fortunately, I and Adu met Ayus after she did her worship (Umroh). We ate at D'cost and do karaoke at Inul Vista. I just wanted to refresh my mind because my brain was full of problems... Eventhough I did my refreshing, I couldn't forget my problems with Yudi. But, he never understood it, he always think negative.

Friday (Today): I went to campus to take my prize, but there was no people at Mawa. Hiks.. Whereas I needed that money to do my business. But, today I started again my little bisnis, selling pulse. And I hope it can survive, and give me much benefit. And this evening I spent my time with Ebik (my best friends also) at Kopitiam. And then, we invited Bengawaners, but only Hasan that came.

And now, online and continue thinking him... Why we always hurt each other? Is it possible to continue our relationship?

Can we choose between boyfriend with friends????

I really don't know what must I do.

I love him. He knows it. He loves me. I know it.

But, love is not everything.

We almost ended our relationship. But, we always try to make it right again. How hard our efforts, we always have same problems.

He always gets angry when I have activities with my friends. The poin is he always thinks that I choose my friends than him.

I really don't know....

Why he always hate my life?????

I think friends and him are not something to choose... They must be mixed...

Waiting, waiting, waiting, I hate you...... (Post for 21/07/2010))

Hoa.... My schedule today's collected my proposal to my lecturer... Huhm... I arrived at campus earlier.... Huhm, I made appointment with lecturer at 10.

Campus was crowded, but not many people that I know well... I're waiting like crazy person. Just looking arround, read so many announcement.

10 a.m.... The lecturer wasn't at room...

11 a.m.... The lecturer wasn't at room...

Oh... Fortunately, I found friend to talk... Not long afterthat, my waiting was ended.

The lecturer came. Oh no... My waiting was longer because I got a job from lecturer..

The job was meeting the head of accounting department. It was 11.30 a.m.
When I came to his room, the head of accounting was not there. He was to be a scorer in thesis test. Oh my God, how's long the thesis test??????

The answer was 2,5 hour. Yeah, I finally met him at 2 p.m... And too many people were waiting him in front of his room.

Oh my God, why waiting is so sucks. I hate you, waiting.

PLEASE... CONTROL YOUR SPEED!!!

Today... There was an accident in front of CIMB (Manahan Branch)... And it was the third accident that I could see the process... Oh my God...

My first time was an accident in front of SOLOPOS... At that night, there was a car that suddenly stopped, but not in the right place... When the driver would park in the right place, he didn't look arround... He moved back his car. But, the motorcycle rider behind it, couldn't control his speed to avoid hit the car... Yeah, accident finally happened. The motorcycle was a matic one.

My second time was an accident in front of Agriculture Faculty in Sebelas Maret University. Two girls with matic motorcycle tried to cross from Agriculture Faculty. But, the two girls were talking each other, so they couldn't focus arround them... The driver foolished to cross even there was other motorcycle in that way... And accident couldn't be avoidence.

My third time was an ccident in front of CIMB like I said before. When I saw the Vixion, I thought that the boy was crazy because of he used high speed in his ride. And not far I saw him, he have got an accident with matic motorcycle. Oh my God, the rider of Vixion groaned his pain because his leg was broke. I thought maybe it's his false also, because he couldn't control his speed.

All the stories above, learn us to ride based on our ability to control our speed... So, we don't hurt ourself and others...

Shocking Day

Today's shocking day....

Hohoho... Why???? Because too many bad and good news was came...

What will you want listen first???? Bad news or good news????

I prefer to share about good news.

Hohoho... My first good news: my lovely boy will come tomorrow... Horray! I really miss him although only two days we didn't meet. I'm not patient to meet him.

My second news: i still don't believe my best friend (P) will be married by her boy in January... Waw... I'm happy for them. But, I still want to know how it happens so fast...

My third news: i've got a prize from my faculty because I become third winner in achievement student competition (in Indonesia called MAWAPRES). hohoho. it's out of my expectation. But, Alhamdulillah.... I'll be happier if I get first winner. But, maybe I can go abroad by other way (AMIEN...)

My forth news: others my best friend (Isebel Sara Sade Adu) and Voca Erudita (Sebelas Maret University's choir) have gotten a gold medal and champions in some categories in World Choir Games that held in Shaoxing, China. I miss you sist!!!! Congratulation also sist!

And my bad news...

I don't have any idea to revise my proposal for my minithesis!!!!!!! The deathline is July 21, 2010. It means two more days. Oh my God.... Help!!!!!!

My cousin (Mutia Khairu Nisa) got accident and she must be come in operating room... Oh my God... Is it means my nightmare yesterday is a signal???? I hope no... But, get well soon sist!

And I hope it's my last bad news...

My sister (Inten Dwi Ratnaningsih) got sick also. She has a headeaches, fever, and so on.... Is it because of drinking a root beer??? Oh.... I'm sorry sist! But, get well soon sist!

Family Shopping (Post for 18/07/2010)

Hoahmmm... Sunday... Sunday... Sunday..

Waw I did't get up earlier, and I missed my time for jogging... Hohoho... But, it's okay. Because I had family shopping. Huhmmm... So nice...

Beteng Trade Center and Pusat Grosir SOLO was our destination...

We were looking for Batik.

My dad and I did't find our Batik, because there wasn't in our favourite... We looked for the real Batik SOLO. But, in BTC and PGS was dominated with others batik, like Batik Pekalongan.

Why??? It's SOLO, right???? How could we difficult to find the real Batik SOLO in that place????

Is it mean that we must go the big showroom batik?????

Waw... It means that we must save our money first before we buy there? Oh no....

Hoahmmm... Date in Saturday Morning... (Post for 17/07/2010)

Hoahmmm... I have just remembered that 2,8 years with him, I never had date in saturday night... Hohohoho... But, I'm happy, I can have a date with him until now...

He always come to Solo at Saturday. I was very happy, because I could see his face and I could feel his breath... But, I'm affraid if he always push his body to come here, it can make him worst. I don't want...

OH.... I don't want think negative...

Date in Saturday Morning is okay, right????? Because we have longer time to spend our weekend and to have a romantic dating. Hohohoho...

Miss you so much My Yudi....

Unlogical Reality Show (Post for 16/07/2010)

Today, Indonesia has so many reality shows... Hoaahmmm... We can choose based on our favourite. If you interest in singing, you can watch II. Or if you interest in many talent pure from Indonesia, you can watch IMB.

But yesterday, I found a reality show on channel 5 in my television... Hohoho. The UHF is after television station that has legal problem...

Talk about this reality show... I think it is unlogical reality show... In Indonesia teenager's languange, it's called "gggggaaaakkk banget"...

This reality show always makes its contestant to be ambisious and must do anything to get all they want... And the game in that show is strange. Wkwkwkwkw... I still has question, "what kind of ability that will be competed?" It is unclear...

And when I talked about it to my lovely boy (Rahmat Yudi Wibowo), he finally agreed with me. hohohoho.

This reality show is unlogical and "gggggaaaakkk banget"....

The initial of reality show is PT.

BLACK, WHITE, AND GRAY

Hoahm... The power of black and white is strong... But, black and white can be mixed to gray... Gray is amazing color... Black and white can be together made something's new. Something's useful, because gray gives its contribution in type of color...

The other things that have a strong power are water and oil. The differences is water and oil being enemies each other... Water and oil can't be mixed ever. Water and oil are so egois...

I hope me and him can be gray... Although black and white have their egoism, but they also can be together, peaceful... Is it posibble to me and him?

We have a contrast world... But, we have love. I know love is not everything. Day by day, our love is stronger. But the other side, our contrast world is so real. Fighthing is something that we have made. Does it mean that we are water and oil?

We always try to solve, but it's never ending...

I love him... I'll always try to accept his world, included his self... But, he never recognize... I don't know how way to explain???

I'm still want to can be gray with him...

What's Next???

This morning, I had got my report for my course this semester... Alhamdulilah, my efforts was paid... Then, I have question : "what's next?"...

I'm affraid of tomorrow... I'm affraid that I can't make my family happy, especially my parent. Hoahmm... They have a target that I must reach... Oh my God, can I realized it?????

I just need your support, guys! I can't do anything without you!

My friend's beloved mother (friend - dito) was gone forever today... And I'm not ready to be like that... And it makes me realized that I have just a little time to make our beloved happy. We never know when we and they will gone... So, we must try and pray for happiness.

God, help me to make my life more useful, not only for me, but also for other people arround...

Welcome to My New Blog

Hoahm....

Finally, I have created my new blog... Hope I can write well and give you much informations...

I'll try to write everyday (minimum). Although I'm not sure of that because of my laziness. But I'll try my best...

Let's start and welcome!